My manicure is shot
my toilet paper roll is bare
and I fear the world soon will know
the color of my hair.
I haven’t worn makeup
in at least a week or more
I am reminded what a gift
it was to shop in a store.
My hands are raw from washing
and my nerves are raw from kids
my pocketbook is empty
from all the eBay bids.
I am learning to find joy
in some very strange places
I found a case of Miraval
hidden in the closet spaces.
Before the quarantine hit us
I often prayed for more family time
now with time standing still
a bit of space would be sublime.
Be careful what you wish for
Karma is a wise one
she is surely laughing at us
as we whine for this to be done.
“St. Patricks day Canceled”
“Tax Deadline Extended”
“The beaches are closed”
It’s easy to feel upended.
The message from the universe
is not easy to see
but I think we’ll look backward
And so clear it will be.
Don’t sweat the small stuff
cherish this time to slow down
binging Netflix on the couch
should not cause such a frown.
We have been duly reminded
how the world can change on a dime
there are so many lessons
If only we could speed up time
All around us there is tragedy
People fighting for their last breath
we cannot forget that our neighbors
are experiencing illness and death.
No funerals or celebrations
for these beautiful lives lost
seems to be the greatest tragedy
and the hugest emotional cost.
So while it’s easy to feel sad
for my stress and ugly hands
I remind myself to pray
and reach out however I can.
Please reach out if our family can help you or your family in any way and know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. And please, do not look too closely at my nails or my hair. I’m just pretending I look fabulous and I hope you will play along as I will for you.
(The photo above was taken pre-quarantine, pre-beach closing, pre-panic – just a week ago.)